Friday Night

I finally got to hang out with Ariel. I'm definitely planning to do that more often. Ariel and I went to the Northridge mall and looked at clothing stores. It's funny how similar our taste in clothing is. Also how we thing about clothes and what we do with them. Sher got a few things at the Victoria's Secret store with her gift card. Shortly after that, I decided it be better if we head back to her place and get ready to go meet up with people at citywalk for dinner. We left about the same time and arrived at the same time in two different vehicles. I had mine and she had hers. I parked my car else where and had Ariel and Joe come get me and go to citywalk. We met up with Billy, and Diana. People I have previously met. They are really fun and outgoing people, very easy to talk to. I also met two other people, Melissa and Joe. They were also cool people and had good conversations with them. Everyone who was there was with their boyfriends... except for me. I felt left out. We went to eat at Johnny Rockets... I was a bit worried to go there... but I wanted to see if I can order my chili cheese fries the way I like it, with natural shredded cheese. I was happy when I was able to order it the way I like it. I also wanted to order a chocolate shake but didn't want to drink all those calories that come with it. I usually share a shake with David, but he wasn't there... so I was already deciding no. But when I said that I usually share it with Dave, Ariel said she wouldn't mind sharing one with me. So she ordered the shake and we shared it. It was really fun hanging out with them. Finally it was time to go. Ariel and Joe were planning to go see her grandma for her bday. So they dropped me off at my car near the park by universal citywalk. I went home and relaxed and worked on a few things I needed to do.

Cliff came by so we could go back to citywalk and hang out at Howl at the Moon. He had won a party but mostly no one showed up. It was only 3 of us in total. I met one of his co-worker, Damaris. She was a really cool person. She wanted to enter to win a party, so she texted the info to the number on the paper they gave us on our way in and she won a party. I thought that was so cool! I thought it be funny if I tried to win a party again... and BAM, I won too! Now this I thought it was hilarious. Cliff ended up texting to the number too, and to my surprise he won too. Now this was hilarious. He won again even though he was having a party? haha. At least we got cheap drinks! After being at Howl at the Moon, Damaris needed food, she had a bit too much alcohol. We went to Saddle Ranch to get some food. I only had an order of fries. I was still full from dinner. This whole time I was there, I was wishing Dave to be there. It came to the point where I got too emotional and I started to cry. Damaris, a person I barely knew and just met talked to me and comforted me. She's definitely a good person for even caring about someone she doesn't know. I was glad to have meet her. I tried to have fun the rest of the night but my mind was mostly elsewhere. We finally left citywalk at around 2am. I came home and just fell asleep next to Serenity.

Today is another day. I don't know what is going to happen beyond this point. All I can say is... that I been trying so hard this past week... but I don't know if it's going to matter anymore.

-Glad