Friends

I keep getting lost in my thoughts. Thinking of what I should do or what's going to happen. All of it gets me emotional. I'm alone with my thoughts... and it's annoying. No one else is feeling what I'm feeling...

At this time I don't want to be alone, so I'm trying to hang out with friends to talk and do things. By doing this I force myself to not think about what is really going on in my life. I haven't been eating as much as I usually do, but being with my friends has actually forced me to eat at least something.

I hung out with Clifford on Sunday. He's one of my best friends. I went over to his house because I needed to have company and to my surprised he was sick. Luckily I'm not feeling ill now, so I didn't catch anything. But anyways, I talked to him about things... and at least I had someone to talk to, to give me some advice or things I should think about. But just having the company was good enough. His mom made dinner and I hadn't eaten anything that day, so I ate the chicken and rice. We started to watch V for Vendetta, but towards the middle of the movie, Cliff decided that he wanted to make a bond fire in his backyard. We had enough wood to make it last for approximately 2 hours. It was nice to sit there, talk and just keep warm with the fire. His dog Moon also joined us which made it fun. I was at Cliff's house until midnight. I didn't want to go home, but I wanted to sleep in my warm bed. So I went home and just cuddled with my cat Serenity. 

Here is a vid of Sunday.

Monday I went to hang out with Renee and Bailey. We talked for a while and then had lunch. I hadn't eaten again up until 2pm when I ate with them two. After lunch I left. I went to toymandala to see if my friend Dustin was working and he was. So I hung out for about 45 mins at the store. I didn't get home until around 6pm. I relaxed a bit at home doing some paperwork... and at 7pm I left to the Kabbalah Centre. I filled up my cars gas tank... tomorrow will require a lot of driving back and forth. At least I will be with my friend Carlos for a bit of the back and forth driving session. 

That's it for now...

-Glad